Regret

     Do you ever just have one of those days where you're filled with regret? Not over anything in particular, but just things that have occurred throughout your lifetime. I woke up this morning, literally 30 minutes ago, with thoughts of regret circulating my brain. Why didn't I let myself enjoy my senior year of high school? Why did I say that thing to that one person in 7th grade? Why did I make a big deal of this and not a big deal of that? Was it my fault that both of my relationships sort of ended abruptly? Is it my fault that I'm single? Why didn't I try harder to keep my relationships? Why have I let my YouTube channel and blog go so much? Why do I let anxiety control my life? Why have I become so unmotivated? I guess it's just one of those days.